So he finally pushed my last button....we spoke for an hour and the phone died then i called him back and he started up on me....saying i was crazy and i needed therapy...generally being mean....so enough is enough..i deleted his numbers from my phone,i deleted the email account on aol that i wrote to him from...and my yahoo profiles....its all fucking gone and then i put on Destinys Child...My Love and cried..."If I dont pick up the phone like I used to.......dont take it personal"...I mean I love him but he doesnt love me and even if he did think he loved me...he has a twisted concept of love...love to me is not hurting the other person...its easy and simple and blends..if your constantly reaffirming your love to prove your love then it aint love...if you have a preconceived idea of love and anything less isnt love then thats not l ove...
how do i know I love him...well
i want him to be happy even if its not with me.
I want him to have peace
I want him to know that love doesnt hurt and it helps.
Any other time...Id do it but this time....i cant....
sorry o....i dont have nothing left...